Inspiring Articles

The Power of Pain

Posted by on Aug 28, 2019 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

I wish I could say life was super easy, blissful and always magical. That all we have to do is believe in magic and magic will be there. I am soon approaching 50 years, and I have experienced many things within my lifetime ranging from wonderful to terrible, and my experience is the more I embrace everything and do not long for ease and joy, life flows better. Sometimes it is way too easy to look at someone, see them laughing and having fun and think, “Wow. She has everything. Look how happy she is.” Or “I wish my life was like his.” Unless we are very close with someone we can never know the extent of their pain. I don’t usually talk about my personal life in my articles or shows, yet I feel maybe if I share with you a little more intimately then  perhaps extra magic will arrive –So here goes— I have been struggling with chronic pain for nearly my entirely life, sometimes this pain is so debilitating that I cannot sleep for days. As anyone who experiences chronic pain knows, chronic pain leads to emotional, mental and spiritual pain, and often inspires one to wonder—Will I ever be free? Whether you are one of my clients, an audience member, a friend, or anyone … Do I seem like someone who constantly struggles with pain? Someone who sometimes spends the majority of a day wondering how to be productive with raging pain in my body? Unless you and I are very close, the answer is likely no, I do not seem like that. I seem healthy and exuberant. The fact that I am exuberant and the fact that I suffer from chronic pain are both true. In order to keep an open heart and connection with magic, I regularly engage in different activities such as meditation, ritual, hiking and hugging trees… Today as I was experiencing my old friend chronic pain, I heard a voice within say, “Your pain is your power.” As a magician, I love the idea of power. Now obviously a magician exerts a unique type of power, such as the ability to levitate or transform a flower into a glass of orange juice. This is not the type of power I am talking about. I am interested in our magic within, which I often call practical powers or superpowers- depending how you look at it. If pain is my power that must mean because I experience so much pain, I must have that much power. Our society is obsessed with feeling good and happy. Perhaps if this wasn’t the case we could see that our pain wants to teach us. There are many things we can learn from pain, and it can be unique for each individual, with some overlap.   What can we learn from our pain? We can learn infinite things from pain, below are four powers that pain brings into my life. Hopefully one or more of these powers will resonate with you and inspire you, because I do believe that we can deepen in magic no matter what is occurring.   TO BE PRESENT When we are constantly trying to push discomfort away, we create a type of struggle within ourselves and what is occurring. We leave...

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Summer Plant Divination

Posted by on Jul 18, 2019 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

Think of a Question now…. Take a Deep breathe and choose ARUGULA or BINDWEED or ROSE or PRICKLY LETTUCE. This plant is going to provide the guidance you need, so please have the plant name clear in your mind before you read the medicine. Trust your intuition, breathe and open to the medicine of your chosen plant—-   ARUGULA  *Flair *Bitter experiences are part of your medicine *Take on what you have been avoiding   BINDWEED *Connection *What are you connected to? That will help you… *Healing   ROSE *Open your heart *Love sweet yummy love of all kinds *Beauty   PRICKLY LETTUCE *Good time to put up boundaries *Stand tall *let go and go have fun   May the magic of your chosen plant inspire and enchant...

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A Tale of Two Nests

Posted by on Jun 20, 2019 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

As we transition from Spring to Summer, and our little baby Robins just fledged, I want to share with you the story of our latest Robin adventure. Three years ago, within days of moving into our new house, a momma Robin made a nest on the Pergola of the deck. We named her Dodi after my deceased mom, as they seemed to have similar personalities. Thus began the joy of watching mom, dad and babies. Mom had two successful groups of babies that year, and it was touching and educational to watch life happening in front of us. Dad was quite the helper, bringing food and standing guard— and this particular dad only had use of one leg. Still a fantastic helper even with his handicap. In following years seemingly strange behavior would occur—including one time a Robin (I can only presume it was Dodi or one of Dodi’s kin) — making 8 different nests on the pergola! This year it was with bated breath that Dodi (or a kin) returned. She spent weeks making a nest, a strong powerful nest full of twigs, dirt, ribbon and string– it was a nest to make any Robin proud. I was excited as she began to sit, I imagined laying her eggs— but then — one day she built another nest right next to the good one— and this nest was barely a nest—only scant twigs in a circle with no real sturdy structure. Then she began to sit in that nest too! And so it would go— she would sit in one nest for a few hours and then sit in the other nest. We got a long-armed mirror so we could see what was going on in the nests and to our shock, there were two blue eggs in each of the nests! It seemed she was trying to incubate both sets of eggs! After much deliberation and talking with bird specialists we decided to move the two eggs from the weak nest to the strong nest. Wowzers you have never seen such a fierce Robin! As my partner moved the first egg, a Robin (obviously the dad who was standing guard while the mom was away) – Well this fierce protector flew right at our faces, perched and just stared with a look which screamed, “Get away from my soon to be babies.” My partner was terrified, so we got inside as quick as possible after moving the eggs. Now what was going to happen and would our plan work? Immediately Dodi came back and first sat in the weak nest! I went outside pointed a finger and said, “No that’s not the right nest, go sit in the other one!” It was completely amazing and awe inspiring, she   flew out of the weak nest and sat in the good nest….. where she remained for the rest of this adventure. So the question was… After a week of sitting on two different nests would all the eggs hatch? With my obsessive tendencies and fierce admiration for non-human animals, I watched and watched and watched, standing in the kitchen with my binoculars wondering if our plan would work. Finally, the first egg hatched. Then the second. I know this because in my obsession when mom was away from nest...

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Earth Magic

Posted by on Apr 20, 2019 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

Most people want to wake up inspired and happy to be alive. We long to feel connection to something greater than just our own personal spheres, we crave meaning. The need to experience wonder, a sense of magic and possibility are vital for a healthy life. One of the easiest and most obvious ways that we are able to feel connection, wonder and magic is often ignored. This never ending marvel around us at all times, providing us with all that we breathe, drink and eat; the source of everything –- Earth, who is our Provider, Sustainer and Mother. Of course, as I know you know, because of our inattention to her, the Earth in all her forms- water, plants, ecosystems, animals– are suffering, and the biodiversity and health of the planet declining. Now is the time for all of us to wake up to the wonder of life everywhere, and feel our connection to everything, if we want life on this planet to stand a chance. When we are grateful for and open to the beauty and amazement that is our planet, we naturally feel better, become more open and alive, as well as begin to make choices that will be less harmful to Earth. The term biophilia means love of life or living systems. This term was first used by Erich Fromm to describe a psychological orientation of being attracted to all that is alive and vital. Edward O Wilson, introduced and popularized this hypothesis “the connections that human beings subconsciously seek with the rest of life.” Personally, I am a biophiliac—I love all of nature, the plethora of plants and the entirety of animals that share this planet with us, and I need to connect with nature to survive. There have been many studies demonstrating the importance of spending time in nature and its effects on our own healing capacities. Patients in hospitals heal faster when they have a window in their room, and especially when they can see a tree. Nature is especially important now at a time when it seems like technology is taking over the world and our abilities to connect to anything that’s ‘natural’. And we must see the importance of the environment if we are to preserve any of it from the never ending development and construction. Connecting with and appreciating Earth is one of my greatest joys— Weather teaches me constantly that nothing is stable (especially Colorado weather!!!).  Nature teaches me to be present, and that there is a divinity and power everywhere, especially in silence. I obviously love the term The Magic Within, since this is what I name my current show, however sometimes we have to go into the Magic Without to find the Magic Within. Let’s go into the ultimate of the Magic Without– The Magic Outside! In honor of everyday being Earth day and with my hope that someday we will create an Earth honoring world, I am sharing with you here an excerpt from my book The Mpath, Journey to the Magic Within: One of the ways we can access our helpers and open up to our Magic Within is by spending time in nature.  When we appreciate the beauty of nature, we awaken to something larger and develop a greater belief in what is possible.  Communing with trees,...

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Unstick Your Magic

Posted by on Feb 21, 2019 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

I LOVE magic! Real magic. Fake magic. Every type of magic in between. However, as a magic lover sometimes I feel like I am also the Queen of Stuck Magic. The times when I feel as if I have no mojo, energy or fire…. Or even worse, like I am a poster child for self-loathing. Do these type of feelings ever happen to you? One of the most powerful magics we possess is how we deal when we are smack dab in the middle of some serious anti-magic moment. With that being said I would like to share with you some tools and tricks for the next time non-magic is pushing you down. Not all of these techniques are about avoiding the yucky vibe, as I believe that being present with what is, can sometimes be the most magical of all.     Super Powerful Tricks to Try When Your Magic is Clogged Move that Gorgeous Body of Yours While it may be true that we are spiritual beings having a physical experience, as opposed to physical beings having a spiritual experience—it is definitely true that our bodies are an incredible magical gift…. A gift that can give us pleasure, pain and every feeling and sensation in between. We store all kinds of memories and feelings in our bodies and that we need movement and exercise to keep the body temple healthy. Next time you feel super stuck energetically and anti-magically—put on your sneaks and head outside—Run, Skip, Jog, Tip Toe, Walk… get the juices flowing…. Not to mention that being outside is a whole heaping cup of medicine in its own right. The air, trees and clouds will fill you with all kinds of healing good vibes. Take in what is around you, and while you are doing that keep moving your body through space. If you would rather put on some really great angry music or any music that inspires you to move do that! And then dance like you have never danced before! Roll around on the ground, kick, jump, go wild… Allow the energy to flow, and I promise you, pretty soon your magic stuckness will start to dissipate. Breathe and Sit With It We are such a go go go culture that sometimes the reason we don’t feel our magic is because we don’t stop long enough to be infused with it’s power…. Then we can begin to feel yucky, and who wants to stop and feel yuckiness? But in order to feel the yummy we have to feel the yucky. Whatever is pushing you down wants expression, that is part of why it is there. If you have an altar sit in front of it, or just light a candle, lie down on your bed, put on some soothing music and just Be— Just breathe and allow all the sensations, thoughts and feelings to wash over you— Act as if you have nothing to do but just be, so be. Let it flow. If you want to cry then cry. If you want to laugh then laugh. Just be with what arises. When we allow ourselves to be present with what is we create a type of acceptance and letting go. Often allowing and letting go is the most powerful magic there is. Scream Bloody...

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Little Magic

Posted by on Jan 24, 2019 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

There is an obsession in our culture with the best, the biggest, the most – For example, it is common to hear, “this year will be my best year”, “I will make the most money”, “attract more customers”, “this year big things will happen to me”— Yes, I realize there is joy and satisfaction to be had in accomplishing goals, I get it—but really I ask you, where has all this focus on achieving gotten us? The land of accomplishment has created a stressed out fast paced world, which has forgotten that part of the meaning of life is being present. Noticing. Enjoying the world around us. Speed and greed are not only unhealthy for humans, they devastate and destroy the earth and all the creatures that share this planet with us. The mindset of- ‘I have to be better’ may cause one to feel like a failure when they do not achieve their goals. I refuse to believe that magic is merely about manifesting goals. Personally, I believe we are here to create a better world and a meaningful life moment by moment— and I say real magic lives in the little things, the little magic that exists everywhere.   In the thesaurus the synonyms of magic are thus: fascinating, captivating, charming, glamorous, magical, enchanting, entrancing, spellbinding, magnetic, irresistible, hypnotic, sorcery, witchcraft, wizardry, enchantment, spell working, incantation, the supernatural, occultism, the occult, divination, voodoo, hoodoo, sympathetic magic, witchery.   Check out that list of what magic is! We can all experience magic every day, when magic becomes about those things, as opposed to making a million dollars. With the above magical descriptions, we can still experience spellbinding yummy and very readily available magic, even when we are not accomplishing our goals or tackling our to do list. In addition to my love of magic, living a meaningful life is very important to me and hopefully it is to you too. One of the biggest ways I find meaning is being in the moment and noticing the magic all around me… and the best thing about this is— the magic around me never stops. Where I find magic might not be the same place that you find magic, though my hope is that by sharing my experiences with you, you will find inspiration to look deeper in whatever crevices magic lurks around you. Some Personal Examples of My Experiencing Little Magic *If you haven’t noticed by now I LOVE being outside! When I am outside magical wonders and enchantments beckon me practically everywhere that I look. I literally cannot walk outside without encountering magic, and luckily any trip outside always has be returning indoors refreshed. However gratefully even in my house I can find the magic, whether it is by the beauty of one of our gazillion house plants, the flicker of a candle on my wall, or the gazing outside at the squirrels taking over the bird feeders. Some examples of outdoor magic—the staccato movement of a chickadee, the glamour of a northern flicker, the swoop of a hawk, the sky laughing with snow, the insane wind clearing out and blowing me around, the changing mysterious light dance of Sun and Moon, the plethora of living beings I am often blessed to see—turtles, insects, dragonflies, coyotes, bunnies, frogs...

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Strengthen Your Psychic Powers this Winter

Posted by on Dec 21, 2018 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

Folks often ask how I am able to know the information and secrets I know during my shows and readings– Well, as I always say, “I don’t do anything that every single one of us isn’t capable of”. That being said, Winter is a perfect time for you to deepen your connection to your Magic Within! Winter is an internal and quiet time which lends itself to explore the mysteries the mysteries through more meditation, more stillness and more divination. There are a gazillion ways to pick up on information – and even more props that one can use to find the information. Some popular divinatory tools that I love are tarot cards, runes, palmistry, pendulums, scrying, dreams, cloud shapes, rocks, and more…. What props speak to you? Pick a divinatory prop that seems fun and interesting to you – You can even divine through soap suds or the sound of wind… I don’t believe in many rules. I believe in following your heart and using your imagination. Okay, so let’s say you now have the tool you are going to use to divine information— How will you now experience your guidance through your senses? There are a plethora of ways to pick experience your intuitive and/or psychic gifts. While often a person will have a strong leaning and natural talent for one or two psychic senses, we can strengthen and learn to use all of our psychic senses to access our intuition and psychic powers. Here are five distinct different ways that we can pick up on information: Clairvoyant The psychic ability of seeing. Clairsentient The psychic talent of feeling. Clairaudience The psychic skill of hearing. Clairgustance the psychic power of tasting. Clairessence The psychic ability of smelling. Claircognisence The psychic ability of knowing. Personally I use a combination of the above… With claircognisence and clairessence probably being two of my most developed… That’s right, I can smell aromas that aren’t actually in the room which helps in my intuition. Notice how you experience the seen and unseen worlds… What forms speak to you and what do you already have a natural tendency towards that you just need to pay more attention to? Yay, so you have your props and are opening to your psychic senses— I now welcome you to make an altar this Winter.  You can put on the altar pictures and objects of what magic or Winter mean to you and you can set candles and your divinatory props. You only need to do this if it’s fun and inspires you. You are ready! Sit in front of your altar (or anywhere you want) and pose a question or simply ask for guidance on what you need to know. Use your divinatory tools… You can research the tool or simply make up the meanings using your imagination. Trust yourself. Make time this Winter to go inside of yourself, to explore the mystery and find out what secrets are awaiting you. Have fun and know that there is no right or wrong way to do this… There is only what feels good to you. Magic mainly comes when we are truly moved from within. When we are having fun and opening to the mystery we become more...

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Tarot Divination Just for You

Posted by on Aug 28, 2018 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

I don’t know about you but sometimes I believe we all need a little bit of guidance (or a lot depending how life is going). That being said I thought it would be super fun to offer a little bit of divination magic specifically created just for you! Magic to help you access your wisdom and your powers…. This divination is one of the many special divinations taken from my book The Mpath, Journey to the Magic Within—- The etymology of the word divination means ‘to be inspired by a god’- It doesn’t mean telling someone what to do or facts set in stone… That being said, let’s now directly dive into the deep Magic of the Tarot. Tarot is an ancient art form of divination containing within in it five different suits; four minor arcana and one major arcana. The major arcana is the most fascinating and enchanting suit in the tarot because it represents the journey each of us go on in our lives. I like to think of the different cards in the major arcana as different archetypes each of us will embody at one time or another.  Look through the following list of the major arcana cards and choose the character that represents you most right now, the card that best symbolizes who you are, where you are going and the medicine you most need at this time.  Read the affirmation and *Mbody it.  If you feel called, research the card that you have chosen in depth so you can allow the magic to come through even more.   Which of the following cards will you choose? Fool- Magician- High Priestess- Empress- Emperor-  Hierophant- Lovers- Chariot- Strength- Hermit-  Wheel of Fortune- Justice- Hanged Man- Death-Temperance-  Devil- Tower- Star- Moon- Sun- Judgement- World     Find the Magic and affirmation here:   Fool I am a symbol of TRUST and innocence.  I follow my heart and know wherever I go I cannot fail!   Magician I am a symbol of MAGIC.  Where my thoughts go, energies flow; thus, I have the ability to create whatever I focus on!   Priestess I am a symbol of WISDOM.  I have incredible access to the unconscious realms; thus, my intuition is right on!   Empress I am a symbol of MOTHER EARTH.  I am in touch with my femininity and I appreciate beauty and nature in all forms! Emperor I am a symbol of STABILITY. I embody the strong and powerful father figure who knows how to create order out of chaos!   Hierophant I am a symbol of ANCIENT TEACHINGS.  I follow and conform to tradition and social structures!   Lovers I am a symbol of LOVE.  I am genuine and authentic while I establish my own belief system.   Chariot I am a symbol of CONFIDENCE.  I maintain focus and self-discipline and I am successful at my goals.   Strength I am a symbol of POWER.  I have the will, stamina and power, inside myself to focus on what I need to do and overcome any obstacle. Hermit I am a symbol of TRUTH.  I seek solitude and introspection and find all the answers within myself.   Wheel of Fortune I am a symbol of GOOD LUCK.  I accept and go with the flow of life, while...

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Empathy in the World of Accomplishing

Posted by on May 14, 2018 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

How much do you make? Where do you live? What do you do? How many facebook friends do you have? The one thing all these questions have in common is they are solely about accomplishment. We live in a culture that puts emphasis on accomplishing. Success in life is determined by the house, the job, the family, the vacations….. Yet where has all this ‘success’ gotten us? A mere 33% of all Americans surveyed in 2017 said they were happy. And with a population of almost 326 million people living in America that comes to 218.14 million unhappy Americans. Wow! Currently the United States comes in #18 when it comes to happiness. We work more yet have one of the highest depression rates. I have spent most of my life pretty much denying and walking away from any goal that society values. Granted I know now this has at times been detrimental to me, and as I get older I realize there can be great benefits in playing the game. This being said… seeing the game for what it is, is crucial to avoid the pitfalls of thinking the only way we are successful is by way of accomplishing. The dictionary definition of success: a person or thing that achieves desired aims or attains prosperity Oy vey—That is a limited definition of success! What if success means living with integrity? Being a good person? Having empathy and living as compassionately as possible? In this moment I choose to redefine success as: Feeling empathy for all beings and living a life of compassion and integrity. The dictionary defines these ideas this way: Empathy: the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. Compassion: a strong feeling of sympathy and sadness for other people’s suffering or bad luck and a desire to help When we die, what of us will be remembered? Will it be how much money we made, or instead how we touched people? I believe the most important qualities in life are compassion, love, creativity and creating a better world (in addition to living with as much joy as possible). The main reason most of us humans focus on money, the career, the house, the blah blah blah…. you name it, is because society tells us this is what matters most. What if society told us the most important things were how much we cared about other beings, especially those that are different then us? Well, as a performer and activist I believe caring, empathy and compassion are vital to a ‘successful’ life. And oh my, there are a gazillion reasons to care! The benefits of having empathy for humans, for all animals and for the planet are infinite. However, for the sake of space, time and magic, we are only going to focus on three benefits that happen when we are more empathic. Three Powerful Benefits of Growing Your Empathy We Become a More Patient, Understanding and Compassionate Person We humans spend so much time wondering what other people are thinking about US! How ridiculous! Most of the time nobody is even thinking about us (except us of course, we never stop thinking about ourselves).  As we develop empathy we naturally become open and curious, and become better listeners. Our relationships improve. ALL our relationships improve!...

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Spring Lessons from My Garden

Posted by on Mar 22, 2018 in Blog Entries | 0 comments

Ah wonderful Spring! A time when Magic so obviously fills the air! I have crazy abundant awe and wonder for the return of life in the natural world from what appears to be dead. How is it that what looks completely lifeless on the surface suddenly comes alive with new leaves and buds? Who knew that science contained such Magic? Lately I have been wishing I became a biologist in addition to a performer. Today I decided to go into my yard and honor this first day of Spring, by observing all the new life. I wanted to see what lessons awaited me and what magic I would discover. I was curious to see if I could find wisdom in this growth that related to what I teach in my keynotes—Improving Memory, Developing Empathy and Shifting Perceptions. All I can say is– as usual whenever I spend time in nature I am moved to feelings of joy, and touched by how much the natural world can teach us. And in this case the blossoms of wonderful wisdom that Spring offered me were vast, vibrant and very vivacious. I want to share them with you in the hopes that they inspire and transform you as well as they have me. Here are the little lessons that my hydrangea, lavender, crocus, hyacinth, earthworms, soil and other magnificent beings teach us:   Paying Attention Nature is constantly changing, even in stillness there is so much energy in a tree or plant. When we look deeply into a plant we can often feel the life brewing. Do you want a better memory? A better ability to know what those around you are thinking and feeling? Would you like to experience more magic in your life? If you answered Yes to any of these questions then start paying MORE ATTENTION. Breathe. Look around you. Notice. Take in. Savor. When we pay attention our memory naturally improves, as the foundation of developing a good memory is awareness. When we are in the present moment and noticing and listening, we become better able to feel what another person is experiencing. And of course, here in the now is the only place we can truly discover that our definition of reality is limited. Nature teaches us to stop and pay attention!   Shifting Perceptions It never ceases to amaze me that we often call a plant “dead” even though it is very much alive. Frequently the plant that we call dead is just dormant, and below the soil surface there is life, magic and movement happening in spades. Clearly what we may perceive as truth is nothing but our perception, and as we all know sometimes our perceptions are not only incorrect, they are also unhelpful. Spring growth shows us that we can start anew. Every year spring returns, and we like nature, have a second chance, this is a lesson that we can apply to the rest of our lives. Instead of being miserable about something that didn’t work out the way we wanted, or holding onto anger, we can just like the perennial in our garden, let it go and start over. Thank you plants!   Patience Have you ever tried to make something happen and finally gave up because it seemed no matter what...

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